yeah no school today

spent the whole day rotting at home.. scratching my head to see if i can come up with ideas for my term paper. so much to do. so little time. such an irony that i can't seem to find anyone to interview for my term paper. sigh...argh...must get it over and done with. hate the feeling of having to do something.

Weekends are over..

spent the last two days working...so tired...legs aching.yesterday had the ca for genes and society..felt really unprepared. maybe didn't study hard enough. had lunch with xinyi. haha. then we talk about graduating in a years time. that is like so fast. haha. she wanted to go take graduation photo with me. i even said that i will bring a huge group of friends with lots of flowers to give her on her grad day. most prob our grad day will be on diff days. that's sad. i wonder what will happen to me after i grad. get a job, pay the loan, maybe can save up for a holiday. really wished that i can go on a holiday with my friends. no matter where i think i will be happy. i mean it is quite sad that till now, the only place i have gone is malacca and it's a one day trip when i was in pri 6. didn't had the chance to sit on a plane before. was planning with sophia, xinyi and del maybe to go on a short holi to somewhere near and cheap to celebrate our 21st bdae together. we must resolute to do something really special as it is our 21st bdae. i must make it a special year. hope something special will happen(hopefully something good) in this special year.

yeah it's good friday tmr

finally a public holiday tmr...but got a test on sat. sad. think need to mug the whole day tmr. sigh. had tuition in the afternoon. my student is in bad mood. can't seem to concentrate and i didn't scold her. i can't possibly scold her. maybe i should be more stricter to her. haha..but i can't seem to be able to be strict. must really mug tmr. hope to pass the test on sat. heard that it will be a tough one. lots of interviews to be conducted for my projects. must start on my lit review. seow sian u can do it.

Finally one more project down

today went to school real early...got to wake up at 5.45am...haha...had to wear office wear somemore....haha...in the end....reached school at 7.55am...too early supposed to meet at 8.15am. Luckily, met mdm usa and she helped to open the door first...had a little chat with her... really like her a lot...a very nice person to talk to..really nervous during the presentation...had a small hidccup at the front...but all goes well and our project is finally completed..think we did well...felt a overwhelming feeling of relief.. afterall a lot of hardwork was put in...had lunch with my groupmates like a mini celebration...then saw a guy that my friend dislike at the canteen. i realise i like to dot dot dot at back of very sentence. must kick that habit. on my way back, was thinking of stuff, how nice i would be able to live in hall. dun have to travel back and forth from school. but i would miss my mum's cooking. guess i will just have to stay at home. got to teach tuition tomorrow. sigh..must learn how to communicate with her. she is just so quiet. dun even noe if she understand what i teaching her. sometimes she just dose off. dun now whether to be angry with her. i understand that she is tired but i sometimes had to wake up really early like 5.30am, go to school had lesson till 4pm and then go to her house to teach her and i can be awake why can't she do the same? at least she should try to go wash her face and try her best to listen. sigh..but i guess she must be really tired at school. no matter what i had to perservere and continue to teach her. i am sure she will appreciate me one day. just hope she will eventually do well.